Tagged with Fermin Mendoza

Refuge in Visibility

by Fermín Mendoza, ’11

My name is Fermín and I am a queer, undocumented Stanford graduate surviving in a society hostile to my kind. I decided to start this vlog for several reasons. Above all, the death of Joaquín Luna, an undocumented high school student from Texas who committed suicide in late 2011, left me shaken and ultimately inspired me to start making videos. When I first was coming out to my family as queer, I gained strength and wisdom from other queer men’s vlogs on YouTube as they discussed their own struggles. I hope that this vlog will serve as a resource for other undocumented youth who do not have immediate access to supportive communities. I also hope to educate documented people about issues they may have never considered would come up for undocumented youth in our daily lives. Lastly, making these videos is a form of reclaiming my own dignity and existence in a society and media world that so often belittle and ignore both.

Watch Fermín’s latest video here:

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An Undocumented Stanford Admission

by Fermín Mendoza, ’11

I remember waking up at Yale on my friend’s couch and thinking, “I am not supposed to be here.” It was the beginning of Bulldog Days, a time for admitted Yale undergraduates to visit the college, meet prospective classmates, and see whether the school was an appropriate personal fit. Though Yale admissions assigned me to sleep in the room of an undergraduate host I had never met, I called an alumnus from my high school enrolled in the college and stayed with her instead. As I lay on her couch and the morning sun filled the old dorm room, I felt like I had just woken up from one of those dreams you never want to leave, and suddenly I realized: I was actually living it. I had made it. I was admitted into one of the top schools in the country—the alma mater of several presidents around the world and the rest of its elite. Except, once I thought I would not even get into college.

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